ITS MAH B-DAY!!\
Heheh.
I got my pc fixed =]
And last night was fuckin amazing.
I got drunk and saw SCOT, yes i said scot.
Hah.
But ne hoo..

im hung over.
and idk\

Okay so my sister has been with like 20 different guys.
And i have been with 4.
And im the whore?
Fucking shit.
that pisses me off.
I think just cause im getting laid and shes not shes pissed off.
Im not sure.
But i rly wish ray would call and take her bk.
So she can get the fuck out of this house.
Oh wait.. she still would be with him if she wasnt such a fucking lier.
Yea thats right she lied to him about her age.
Who does that just to be with someone.
I hate my sister.
You dont even no.
But ne ways.



Im going to town.
"To whore around"
As bj would say.

Kendra was deffenetly on myspace today.
And posted a bulliten.
And said she was alive n stuff.

She gra-g-ates on friday.
=]

She said she would get a hold of her besties on friday.
Im hopeing im one of them.
I miss her so fucking much.
I would do ne thing to see her.
For just like 10 mins.
And to spend a day with her.
fjkdshgjkhsa
i cant wait to see her.
When ever that'll be.

fuckshit

bed yo

So in that week that scots girlfriend was gone..
Me and scot "hooked up" twice.
And then when she got home the broke up.
She packed her shit and left.
I wwas so fucking happy.
I was like woot imma have a boyfriend.

But tonight they got back together.
Grr.
Thats bull motha fuckin shit.
He promised me he wouldnt use me.
He fucking said he loved me.
God what a dick head.
Oh well.
I can do better than that short freckled faced small penised dick head ne ways.
I dont really care.
Well i do care.
But you know.


He fucking new how bad i hate being used and how i hate promise breakers and shit.
And wud he do.
Broke his fucking promise to me and used me.

Fuckin shit.
I wouldnt be so mad if he didnt tell me that he liked me and wanted to be with me then just got back with angel and acted like nothing happen.

I know they arnt going to last long.
And when they brake up;;
I know scots going to come bk to me.
And im going to be like sorry buddie you fucked that up along time ago.
Fuck shit hes a dick weed.


And scot is fucking 15 years old.
Angel is fucking 19.

Thats fucked.

blah.
bed time.

So the other night at nates house.
Me and Scot "hooked up."
Well his girlfriend found out.
=

So we got in a fight.
And Then she decided she wanted to be mi friend.
=

Thats gay.
I dont want to be her friend.
Infact i stronly dislike her.

But scots girlfriend went away for a week.
So pretty much i stayed at scots house last night.
mHm.
We "hooked up" again.
I cant wait till angel ((scots girlfriend)) finds out that he did it again.
Cause then she will leave him.
And then me and him can date =]

Im sited.
=]

I miss kendra.
Alot.

I want to see her.
Or here her voice.
or one of her stupid jokes
or laugh at something stupid with her again.


Im just worried im never going to see her again.
But i know i will.
So idk why im worried about it.

fdshafkjdhakls
im lost with out her.

i miss comeing home from places and callin kendra and being like OMG GUESS WHAT HAPPEND.. orrr callin her and being like.. yo wanna go to town or something or just callin her to tell her the supidest thing ever.. but i know she will find funny.. cause i did..
Towns not the same with out her.
My street isnt the same without her.
My effing life isnt the same.
Damn it
I miss my best friend.
You dont even no.





=(
blah im going to bed or something.
idk.


imisskendrasofuckingmuch

The other night me and robin were sitting at mcdonalds and these to guys went by and they were sharring a beer.
And me and robin were laughing at them.
Then they came bk and was talking to us.
And it was kinda weird.
But then jimmy M came over to talk to us too,

But yea.. that one guy was hitting on robin hardcore.
But he invited me jimmy and robin to go to there apartment and drink with them;;
And we sayed we would be up later;;
So we took lindsey home.. then me robin and jimmy walked up there..
And we could here there music from all the way down the street.
So we already new the cops were gunna be called.
So like we got a lil closer and those too guys were walkin around the corner and the one guy threw a beer and then they were talking about blood and shooting someone so i started freaking and was like.. guys lets just not go over there and theere like no its alright.. so we went and talked to them and then we all went inside and this one guy have rly rly rly rly rly deep cuts in his arm and he was freakin out.. and i rly hate seeing ppl cut like that so i like went out of the house and just walked outside. then i went bk inside and the one guy that cut his wrist was trying to fight wit jimmy.. hes like you cant take this... wanna go.. and jimmys like no man no..
Thennn we all went outside again.. and i guess the one dude that cut his wrist got his kid taken away;; thats why he was all upset;; then the guy that was upset threw a beer bottle and i was RIGHT behind him when he did it and i got beer and glass like all over me.. so i started freakin out;; i was like alright guys lets just go and then the other guy that was with the guy that slit his wrist came up to jimmy and was like DONT YOU EVER THREW BEER AROUND AT MI HOUSE AGAIN!! and jimmy didnt even do it.. so i was like wtf.. so that dude was trying to fight jimmy and jimmys like no dude i didnt throw that.. then the guy that threw it was lke i fuckin threw it.. so it was all good.. but i was like alright lets go guys lets go.. so we started walkin away and the guy that slit his wrist fallowed us and was like no you not leaving your gunna nark me out.. and like he wouldnt let us leave for like 30mins... and here i was just freaking out like hardcore.. haha..
But yea they let us leave finnaly.. and like good thing we left then cause right after we left the cops showed up..


But yea that was so fucked up.
And good thing jimmy new these ppl..
Or i would have never went up there.
Haha.


Dont think i have ever freaked out that bad before.
Hehe.


Ne ways.
Yea.