imma be suprised if anyone reads this fuckin thing

So i dont know wats goin on.. im fuckin blah as shit.. i might not be acting it but theres something wrong.. i know wat WAS ((past tence)) wrong with me like last week but im over it now.. and its weird.. i dont give a fuck wat happend last week anymore.. im over it.. so im lost in confussion.. i just feel like cryin...like its amazing how you can be so fuckin blah* and not know wat the fuck is wrong with you... someone once told me that i know wats wrong i just have to look for it.. and i tryed.. ive been tryin and i think im goin inscane trying.. lol.. that dont make ne sence... but ne ways.. hmmm.. imma write a poam.. idk why...mmhmm.. so mi mom comes home tomorrow.. woot... ((not))... i mean im not mad about it er sad er ne thing.. but im not happy eather.. im happy shes comein home ya know.. cause i havnt seen here in a week.. but then again i just dont want to here her bitchin all the time.. mmm.. so mi stomich hurts like a bitch.. and i got cum stuck in mi throat witch is bothering me rly bad.. yeah so i was askin mi friend today.. "how do you write sound affects" and it was rather funny cause i dont know why but think about it.. there is so many sound effects you say in person when your talkin and when your on the net u seem diff cause you cant make the sound affects you usuly do but idk.. same with hand moshions and shit.. i think i spelled moshions wrong.. oh well.. DEEL BITCH!! i rly need a shower.. and i need to brush mi teeth and get this shit outta mi throat.. (B) DOBBLE (E) DOBBLE (R) (U) (N)... beer runn.. yea...... dont ask i have notta clue.. im tired as fuckin hell... and blah.. fuck i dont know.. so last night i realized something.. when kendra levs its gunna be hell.. i think i depend on her to much.. kendra is mi best friend.. the best i have ever had.. shes amazing.. shes always there to help with shit.. shes there to talk to ... and when you talk to her you dont feel like a pointless bitch.. well there is sometimes.. grr.. imma miss that silly bitch.. i just dont want her to change.. witch i know for a fuckin fact thats wats gunna happen..... all i know is i dont want kendra to leave...but anyways.. i also realized somehing else that imma not say.. ANYWAYS!.... last night was so fun.. and there was this on thing that happend last night and it was dumb... i was talkin to kendra ina the bathroom and she started vomiting and i didnt want to start.. so i was like im not goin to lev you in here alone but i am goin to get someone to come in here with you cause i cant... so i went and got eddie.. and they started talkin.. and at the point i relized i had to piss.. and mind you jimmy only has one bathroom.. so i was fucked.. so i was sittin on the kitchen floor waitin for them to get out.. and i think its funny when ppl think somehting wrong with you and theres rly not.. so miah comes down and was like ya know.. dont be sad im sorry but i have a g/f now.. and i think it was so fuckin funny cause i was just like wat the fuck are you talkin about.. cause ya know i wasnt sittin there cause i was fuckin sad i was sittin there b/c i had to fuckin piss.. lmfao.. but then that did make me sad.. cause he made me think about it so i was like fuck this.. and went in the bathroom and talked to a passed out person.. kendra.. lol.. but then i was like fuck this.. i dont give a shit.. i wasnt even sad about that so why am i know.. so i go bk upstairs to tell eddie i need his help to get kendra from the bathroom floor to the couch so he did.. then i was like well imma go bk upstairs and so i did.. and come to fuckin find out.. everyone was fuckin fightin and shit.. lmao.. it was funny... but anyways... OMFG.. THERE WAS THIS GUY THERE AND HE WORKS WITH MI DAD.. he said he was gunna tell him but idk.. i hope not.. and like this guy was so funny.. he like fuckin tryin to piss on bja... then he broke the fuckin window.. it was funny.. yeah so needless to say this guy was being a dick.. i hate drunk dicks.. lmao.. but yeah.. OMFG.. its hailin and snowin right now i might not have to go to skewl.. even if i do imma just tell mi dad that i wanna go to the air port with him to get mi dad.. cause i feel like shit right now and i know im not gunna wanna go to skewl. so fuck that.. mmhmm.. ne ways.. OMFG i just membered that me and kendra ran from a huge bug that was in a plastic bag last night... lmao.. yup well i think imma go know.. peace out.. this thing is kinda long imma be suprised if anyone reads this.. lmao...well bye..