Thinkin thinkin thinkin

Blah.. i already know how mi fuckin year is goin to be.. shitty ass fuckin bad.. so theres so much fuckin shit goin on right now.. i dont even no were to start... FUCK! i have to be on fuckin cruches again.. grrr. fuck that imma just be on them fer a couple of more days.. then just be like fuck it cause i cant take bein on them ne more.. and mi throat hurts.. mi eyes are swallan from cryin.. and im just shitty ass blah..not to menchion mi dads in the fuckin hospital.. and thats terrin me apart like bad.. i dont even know wat to say... so i was foolin around today.. and triped and bashed mi fuckin foot against the table.. and i couldnt get up.. so the nurse gave me cruches and sent me home.. so mi mom came and got me and then we went to the hospital to see mi dad.. and i didnt want to get x-rays er ne thing cause there is no way in fuck imma be on cruches and shit agin FUCK THAT! yeah anyways.. mi foot is killin me.. but idk.. i think imma go now.. byee...