I hate.

I hate;-
When your talken to someone; inwitch you used to have a "think" with;;
Brings up the past.
Because; It makes you think.
About where you went wrong.
What went wrong.
And how it went wrong.
& Eventually you start to miss things.

But i can stop myself from that.
I know iitt.


Laying down.
I have to babysit in five hours.
Eak.
I shouldnt have stayed up this early.
Fuck it.
I might as well just stay awake.
idk.
Who knows.